Gay Club Chronicles...🤷‍♀️

When I used to go to gay clubs with friends, it used to disturb my spirit, but I would drink to numb myself from the depravity of it. The depravity wasn't so much from the women, the depravity was from the men. You grow up seeing your father being the man of the house, doing his God-given duty, teaching you and being the head of the home, but then you go into this place and you can't see men the same way. These big grown men, being treated like ladies, hiding behind this false power to cover trauma, and wearing fake costumes and makeup. It made me feel confused, and it took years before I realized how much it really traumatized me and hurt me to see; but it wasn't just me it hurt, they hurt God in me....#truth #spirit #repent